overwhelmed

yep i think i am seriously losing my mind. lately i seem to be a magnet for incredibly weird ignorant people. It seems like it doesn't matter where i am at, there is always at least one in the stinking crowd that has something stupid to say. The worst part is they don't want to view anyone elses opinion on the matter, they just say what they want and then leave in a tuff.

this week started off really horrible. Right now i can't wait till it is over.
my parents have a friend visiting from ny and now melissa is in laura's room for the week and although i have known him since i was a child and i know he means well, but i am really getting tired of peole trying to fix me and my kids.

i am tired of explaining about my childrens condition and why there is no father in the home, of all things i guess i expected my parents to put a stop to all the questions but no, they just sit there looking the other way, and then wonder why i keep to myself.

i go to my room to do homework and they want to know if i am angry at them, because i have always taken part of family time! News flash, i have responsibilities and it doesnt always fall in the catagory of sitting in front of the television watching reruns of the waltons. UGHHHHH
does anyone else have the same trouble?

Okay, i know it is going to be hard putting two families in one house, but i try to mind my own business where their lives are concerned. Do they do the same? oh no, lets fix shannon up with someone because she must be lonely, lets rearrange her room while she's gone to help her or how about lets undermind her infront of her children and insist that our way is the only way to raise children...... Can anyone say breaking point!

i don't know but maybe i am going crazy, i just know that if i hear one more person say that sam and laura need to have a chance to be NORMAL i'm seriously going to hit someone and i won't be sorry for it either. Could it all be just an october type of thing? Like maybe really nice people lose therir senses temporarily during the month of october or something. I wish someone could shed some light on the subject because i am really feeling hostile right now .

oh well, maybe i'll lock myself in my room and pretend i'm in another world for a while, hehe.
i feel like buggs bunny in the cartoons, must have taken a wrong turn at alberquerqe